love u

I don’t believe in a persons ability to change. The only reason for that being that Ive found it too difficult to change myself. Whether its nature or nurture I know in my heart who I am. Which leads me to my next conclusion that there isn’t good inherent in all people. I am selfish, irrational and mean. It’s who I am. I’ve tried on so many occasions to change for other people. Mainly one. Strides that I took and even received praise for just seemed faulty. They seemed so against my being. So fake. I don’t want to be fake and I do not want to be the person that I believe myself to be so what am I left with? Change. But theres no such thing. 

stuck.